About Inside My Head

The ramblings of a middle-aged, tattooed, submissive, polyamorous, empathic, communist, Christian, perimenopausal, recovering alcoholic with multiple psychiatric diagnoses. I’m on an existential quest for understanding and purpose and all that bullshit

What you’ll find here:  My musings about all of the above aspects of my personality and how they interact.  My musings about being mentally ill.  My rants about the world, the hateful -isms we’re surrounded with, and assholes in general. My writings when I am struggling, as that is how I process.  Resources that I have found useful for others who are struggling to deal with any combination of the same issues. Posts and blogs from others that touch me. We are not alone.

What you won’t find here: A writer. Good editing. Proper poetry. This is where I unload. I offer it up to others in the hopes that connections may be made and hope exchanged. Period. I’m not looking to get published, so please don’t hold me to those standards. I’m vomiting out the voices in my head because they do too much damage when left alone in there.

Content that may be covered and may be unsuitable, triggering and/or offensive for some audiences:  (I do attempt to put trigger warnings for specific items at the top of posts, but I’m not perfect)

  • Sex
  • BDSM (Bondage, Discipline, Sadism, Masochism…..Dominance, Submission)
  • Polyamory
  • Sexuality
  • Sexual abuse
  • Rape
  • Emotional abuse
  • Gaslighting
  • Communism
  • Leftist/radical Christianity
  • Alcohol and drugs
  • Excessive Swearing
  • Mental Illness
  • Self-harm/self-mutilation
  • Suicide

4 thoughts on “About Inside My Head”

  1. I started to read your blog…it’s fascinating, the complexity of emotions, feelings, light and shadows, beauty and pain…simply addictive. Every poem touched my heart, behind every metaphor I’m discovering your beautiful and brave voice, a voice that touches hearts…the voice of a survivor. You are not alone on this path to healing and I hope your soul knows that somewhere, along the road, love is waiting for you…
    A big warm hug for me and many blessings!
    And thank you with all my heart that you’re following my blog, I’m honored!


    1. Wow! Thank you so much! It means the world to know my random rants and writings are touching people ❤ And I love my little WordPress family that I'm gaining!! ❤ HUGS to you too! And Thank you for following MY blog! Your words have spoken to me as well…the path to reach a comfortable place wrapped in the arms of the divine….I'd be lost along that road without people like you ❤

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  2. Thank you so much for taking your time to read my poem and liking it and even deciding to post it on your wall (I feel so honored!)!!! I started to read your blog and wow, I’m seriously hooked, I’m going to stay up just to read more of it – keep up the awesome work and thanks once again for taking your time to read my poem, it means so much to me!!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

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