I find myself, more and more Wondering why we bother What is this driving force That keeps us going as a species Is it simply the will to survive To reproduce To make sure our species continues? That unconscious instinct That all living things seem to have? Because, we are surviving But we're doing a shitty job of it I'm often reminded That it's 'better' now that it used to be Seriously. For some of us, yes But for our species? For our habitat? We have crossed the point of no return Our habitat is dying We are killing it And it's too late to fix that That's not me being fatalistic That's just reality. Science. We fucked up We failed We can still 'fix' things But only in the sense that we can create a solution that allows us to live without that which we are destroying How fucking sad is that? And we keep doing it. We learn We grow There's enlightenment There's knowledge And yet we still find new and better ways to kill To maim To torture To oppress To destroy To hate Tell me again why we bother? Those little moments of hope? Seriously? That's it? How the fuck does that shit work? That lie that there's this moment that's worth fighting for? How is that moment worth fighting for? Really? HOW? WHY? Happiness can only be had if you completely ignore what's going on in the world. If you can be happy with full knowledge of the horrors happening all around us Then I question your sanity. How ironic would it be if I was the sane one. I truly believe that I am still here simply because my instinctual desire to stay alive Is stronger than my belief that the horrors of the world are unfixable.